I woke up … surrounded with candles full of light, A warmth as sun, I’ve spent life time at darkness & cold, missing the light and warmth, I began to feel with things I’ve never felt before, I opened my eyes in a Abandoned Place full of old Furniture’s, ashes and dusts i began to explorer the place around with crystal eyes shines to lights, I start cleaning dusts & spider webs at wet corners, and as much as I tried to clean, i couldn’t change the old walls & woods, another words I couldn’t change a bit of what the time has changed, i remained safe until the wind and rain stopped and the night bright up with sun clearing the sky from the clouds, that time i felt full of appreciate to the castle which saved me, but as soon as i got happy, I started to feel selfish and thought for a moment i am the king of this castle and i won’t leave my castle no matter what, just sanctifying for its help to me and appreciating the castle itself, walls of tender & warmth, wooden franchise made for kings, golden chandeliers, no matter how old those stuff were, they yet still beating with life and still worth to stay in that life, suddenly I start hearing strange voices around and household and the objects moved around, i felt it is refusing me as if I’m an opportunistic colonist, and I realized what the castle gave me at the beginning was just because i am a guest begging for mercy and help, but it won’t keep me in to the rest of my days, for a stand moment there i was selfish to myself and think this castle is my home.
Ghosts tried to kick me out, they forgot all the days of my life I paid cleaning the castle and treated me based only on my human instinct.
Suddenly life flashes came to me, hey look at me, why should i stay still in your locked up in an haunted heart & remain in white coffin stained with neglect dust, i drawn to you as moth to a flame, i was lost in the a deadly endless garden, walking alone for miles with heavy boot, looking for the sun light to see my way but i got lost and nowhere out, it was too rainy and windy and i felt really with cold, i saw your castle with candles light, i was so tired and the scare inside me died, cause there was no end to my way of lost, i touched your wet walls trying to find the door in, and when i found it, i pushed it with my heart and survival instinct, i get in and spider webs were everywhere and the rotten walls, i stepped in with fast beating heart while hearing wood sounds while stepping inside i was so tired but at least i found a place to hide in, but now i am done!
Alright it was the time to pick myself and went out of the doors at med night with no candle light of yours, i took nothing from your castle but the feelings of warmth & love, I’m walking out of the doors with no direction, all i know i got to walk on through the rainy and windy med-night, i knew that i couldn’t feel my freezing hands nor my chattering teeth and shivering from cold, the cold was biting my heart while i was looking full of deprivation to the castle, i smiled while remembering the nice feelings & happy moments that i spent inside you, but all these things were gone, but it will remain in my heart & and my brain.
i knocked the door hoping that you feel sorry for me, and pushed your doors with my memories of love & caustic but your doors won’t open anymore, so i took my decision to walk away, saying the castle wasn’t mine & won’t be mine and wrote with my tears on a wet paper “The haunted castle won’t accept anyone but ghosts, and my life still has hope rather than being a locked up with ghosts”.